.selfish.

Man is selfish. these teachings of being consideration, cares for others and put onself into other's shoes have all gone to waste when Man is pushed to desperation. you claim that external factors such as the environment drive you to the corner, not giving you ample space to breathe. is it true that stress is one of the causes for desperation? unknowingly, this stress is from yourself. steess is the negative force that banishes all the happy thoughts from your mind. optimism turns into pessimism. hope becomes depression. everyone in the world appears to be plotting against you, wanting to make you vanish from the surface of the earth. the four corners are moving closer and closer to you. you want to shout but nobody hears you. you want to escape but your limbs refuse to move. you start to push all the blame to everyone around you except yourself. you believe that you have received the worst treatment on earth. you feel like a abandoned child. you start to think about yourself only. you do not bother about the consequences of your action. you refuse to spare a thought for those who are left behind to clear up the mess you have created. you are convinced that escape is the only and best solution to the stress you are facing now. we tried to talk to you but you refuse to open up. you behave as if everything is fine. you refuse to show us the true you. we do not know what is happening behind the closed door. how should we help? every single move you take, we pay close attention to it. do you understand the pain and sufferings we have to go through when you are in such a state? stop behaving in this way! i am losing all my respect for you.

life has its own ups and downs. i heard of this phrase before. in life, it is not the ups that make it meaningful, it is how you recover from the downs that makes the impact in your life. we face failures in our lives, including me. why cant people just accept failures and move on in life? is it a very difficult thing to do? i understand the lack of drive and passion that comes along with a failure. i know people will feel despair. make it short. swallowing in self pity does not do any good to you and the people around you physically and mentally. start to make things happen in your way to feel better. take the proactive approach to tackle failures. isnt it better?

i tried to talk to you but you refuse to tell me anything. you keeps emphasizing you are stressed and stressed and stressed. i may not understand the pain you are going through fully because i am not you. i refuse to comprehend you anymore because i am getting impatient with you. i feel unjustified for them. after all these years, they receive such treatment from you. it's not fair to them! stop thinking about yourself. even if you dont feel anything towards me, think about them.

this is a horrible way to start the brand new year.

"positive energy inspires people"